Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Better Lift

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

but i respect your search

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things 

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

kind of mythopoesis

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.