the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it is hopeful
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Better Lift
so an active mazelike process
yes
much more tactility
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
lol
fw
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting