Worse Lift

idk

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i dont understand magnetisation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content

your feed looks like my tumblr

or never left

autonomy of learning

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

December 2025

you cannot feed someone truth

that looks like my instagram account

so the method has to be autonomous

we can only engage in such a way

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i see a website

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation