wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i love it here

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Slug

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

...

bro i read nothing in my life

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

thank you

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

its good

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Rain, starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

plato

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i understand

really i want the internet