Today I felt like starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Rain, starting

hiding from the rain

currently

13, H, grate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

division of reality is straying away from it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

Worse Lift

have you read

its good

its good short few pages

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.