with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Rain, starting


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Can I see

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

yes