Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
bro i read nothing in my life
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.
thank you
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
plato
i want to do that too
is this you as well
its good
you cannot feed someone truth
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okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i was tempted to lie about my name
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i love it here
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
idk
all that is to say
ahnaf abrar
that looks like my instagram account
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
or never left
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i have read not even 1 book
its good short few pages