it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

what do you think my name is

that looks like my instagram account

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

feel you

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Rain, starting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i was tempted to lie about my name

your feed looks like my tumblr

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

send your tumblr

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

lol

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away