i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

that looks like my instagram account

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Slug

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

fw

and the fake qualifier

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

brb i will read and reply sincerely

lol

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

ion

feel you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i have read not even 1 book

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

December 2025

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i see a website

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

idk