currently
in a post. I want to be remembered
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
plato
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
we need to be deconstructing our identities
abrar?
autonomy of learning
and the fake qualifier
we can only engage in such a way
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine