like first name

yeah

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

feel you

lol yea

i love it here

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ahnaf abrar

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

idk

is everyoneback on tumblr now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i really havent

in a post. I want to be remembered