Thank you, Jack

we need to be deconstructing our identities

lol yea

yeah

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

idk

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

which magnetises chains of pins

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

Rain, starting

i have read not even 1 book

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

as in

its good short few pages

It Will Get Lighter

barren land

abrar?