the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i want to do that too

feel you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no i haven't really read anything

bro i read nothing in my life

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

December 2025

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

...

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol yea

i dont understand magnetisation

this will be about a slug

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

whats your name?

which magnetises chains of pins

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

the site i am dreaming

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

really i want the internet

lol


She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

propensity within someone