the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

sorry i am texting like a slav

which magnetises chains of pins

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

and the fake qualifier

feel you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

abrar?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

you have a beautiful account btw

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i was tempted to lie about my name


She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

isaac newton

Worse Lift

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

i love it here

its good

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

barren land

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Today I felt like starting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac

that looks like my instagram account

like magnets

like first name


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

ahnaf abrar