"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

division of reality is straying away from it

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

magnetisation/form

not their contents

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

is this you as well

i love it here

bro i read nothing in my life

so the method has to be autonomous

we need to be deconstructing our identities


the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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and the fake qualifier



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the site i am dreaming

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

and the fake qualifier

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

which magnetises chains of pins

bro i read nothing in my life

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos