was it worth it

division of reality is straying away from it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

really i want the internet

sorry i am texting like a slav

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

so the method has to be autonomous

is everyoneback on tumblr now

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

plato

like first name

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

its good

autonomy of learning

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

its good short few pages

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i understand

we want to live the knowledge too live the content