Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

not their contents

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

propensity within someone

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Picture

but i respect your search

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

currently

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

autonomy of learning

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

yeah

its good

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

lol yea

its good short few pages