lol yea

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf abrar

is everyoneback on tumblr now

or never left

abrar?

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

yeah

is this you as well

thank you

no like which do people call me

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i love it here

I Write Goodbye Letter

i understand

like first name

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities

December 2025

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

lol

whats your name?

that looks like my instagram account

isaac

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like magnets

send your tumblr

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

currently

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.