god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

...

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

abrar?

fw

so the method has to be autonomous

feel you

idk

all that is to say

I Write Goodbye Letter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

send link

no longer writing in the third person

i really havent

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thank you, Jack

was it worth it

...

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

we need to be deconstructing our identities