we need to be deconstructing our identities

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

13, H, grate

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

really i want the internet

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

bro i read nothing in my life

like first name


2 (actually index). two is company

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

not so on: yvf(wthw)