the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it is hopeful

i dont understand magnetisation

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Today I felt like starting

have you read

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.