a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
its performative
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
so an active mazelike process
we can only engage in such a way
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
isaac newton
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
we need to be deconstructing our identities
in a post. I want to be remembered
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
...
the site i am dreaming
bro i read nothing in my life
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
god being the centre magnet
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine