or never left

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Can I see

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

currently


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

but i respect your search


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you have a beautiful account btw

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

i want to do that too

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting