Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

barren land

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

god being the centre magnet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

what do you mean

plato

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

autonomy of learning

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Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

was it worth it

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

we can only engage in such a way

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

or never left

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation