Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
we need to be deconstructing our identities
as in
i love it here
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
what do you think my name is
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Better Lift
no like which do people call me
magnetisation/form
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
idk
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i want to do that too
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet