i really havent

like first name

is this you as well

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

feel you

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so an active mazelike process

and the fake qualifier

not their contents

wait what is that

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so at the end

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

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