i want to do that too

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

we can only engage in such a way

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the site i am dreaming

I am below everything.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

abrar?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

magnetisation/form

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

December 2025

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.