Today I felt like starting

no longer writing in the third person

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Style

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but i respect your search

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


Rain, starting

really i want the internet


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i love it here


Better Lift

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

sorry i am texting like a slav

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good