a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Rain, starting

Thank you, Jack

Today I felt like starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

isaac newton

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah

is everyoneback on tumblr now

like first name