"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we can only engage in such a way

Rain, starting

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"Put a blanket."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

lol

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

its good short few pages