i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

not their contents

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

your feed looks like my tumblr

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Style

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models