December 2025


It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it is hopeful

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i understand

plato

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


It Will Get Lighter

isaac newton

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i have read not even 1 book

god being the centre magnet

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

like magnets

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things