December 2025
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
it is hopeful
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
currently
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i understand
plato
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
Thank you, Jack
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
isaac newton
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i have read not even 1 book
god being the centre magnet
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.like magnets