you cannot feed someone truth

is this you as well

isaac

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

abrar?

so at the end

division of reality is straying away from it

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i have read not even 1 book

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i really havent

the site i am dreaming

or never left

thank you

2 (actually index). two is company

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i dont understand magnetisation