the site i am dreaming

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

whats your name?

so at the end

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i dont understand magnetisation

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

is this you as well

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Slug

no i haven't really read anything

It Will Get Lighter

its good

ahnaf abrar

but really the thing should be autonomous

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

so an active mazelike process

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


wait what is that

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

this will be about a slug

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate