It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

13, H, grate

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

no longer writing in the third person

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Style

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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