its good short few pages

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god being the centre magnet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

your feed looks like my tumblr

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the site i am dreaming

idk

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

currently

i really havent

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

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what do you think my name is