no longer writing in the third person
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
I am below everything.
all that is to say
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
fw
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
or never left
lol yea
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
yeah
idk
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
barren land
you cannot feed someone truth
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
have you read
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
like first name