the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

autonomy of learning

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

i want to do that too

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

what do you mean

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

send your tumblr

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

idk

i love it here

Style

that looks like my instagram account

currently

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

isaac

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it is hopeful

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but i respect your search

magnetises a pin

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you