no i haven't really read anything

i understand

send your tumblr

lol

its good short few pages

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Better Lift

your feed looks like my tumblr

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

sorry i am texting like a slav

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

feel you

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Picture

i want to do that too

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

yeah

i have read not even 1 book

lol yea

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

plato

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models