i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

idk

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Today I felt like starting

yeah

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

i was tempted to lie about my name

its performative

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

we can only engage in such a way

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

was it worth it

thank you

"Put a blanket."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

isaac newton

abrar?

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext