we need to be deconstructing our identities
isaac newton
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
all that is to say
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
thank you
that looks like my instagram account
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i love it here
i was tempted to lie about my name
is this you as well
not their contents
...
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
and the fake qualifier
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
...
"Put a blanket."