After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
no longer writing in the third person
like first name
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
abrar?
but really the thing should be autonomous
i really havent
I am below everything.
was it worth it
lol
its good
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
its good short few pages
kind of mythopoesis
no i haven't really read anything
it is hopeful
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
all that is to say