I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but really the thing should be autonomous

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Style

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Better Lift

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

really i want the internet

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"Put a blanket."

brb i will read and reply sincerely

kind of mythopoesis

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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no longer writing in the third person

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful