Can I see

i understand

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

wait what is that

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

the site i am dreaming

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

autonomy of learning

December 2025

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

thank you

i really havent

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

i love it here

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you cannot feed someone truth

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

isaac newton

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?