its good

ion

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

barren land

Lift Analysis

i dont understand magnetisation

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

send link

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

send your tumblr

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

its good short few pages

...

you cannot feed someone truth

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

not their contents

isaac newton

but i respect your search

i see a website

or never left

like first name

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no i haven't really read anything

plato

but really the thing should be autonomous

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

have you read