I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more
personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more
romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
"Anyway, you're you.
I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
in a post. I want to be remembered
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Better Lift
Picture
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
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