currently

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

IWGD

bro i read nothing in my life


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Lift Analysis

December 2025


no i haven't really read anything

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

it is hopeful

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

was it worth it


this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

much more tactility

its performative

Today I felt like starting

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.