okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

Thank you, Jack

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

December 2025

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

...

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

really i want the internet

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."