it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

currently

Better Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

division of reality is straying away from it

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the textwall is as much for me as it is for you