My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

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in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i have read not even 1 book

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I am below everything.

god being the centre magnet

like first name

your feed looks like my tumblr

that looks like my instagram account

its good short few pages

i really havent

no i haven't really read anything

isaac newton

13, H, grate

lol yea

sorry i am texting like a slav

i was tempted to lie about my name

like magnets

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

send link

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

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